In the digital footprints of my online presence, there lies a two-year silence. My last post, ironically about New Year’s reflections, stands as a marker of time’s relentless march. As I return to this space, I find myself contemplating the landscape of these past years – a terrain marked by unexpected valleys, subtle peaks, and the persistent call of unfulfilled aspirations.

The Unexpected Paths

Life has a peculiar way of rewriting our scripts. My right knee’s rebellion against physical activity became more than a medical condition; it transformed into a daily reminder of mortality’s gentle whispers. The departure from my previous professional role added another layer of unexpected transition. These years resembled less a triumphant ascent and more a meandering path, where moments of joy appeared like small clearings in a dense forest.

The intellectual journey wandered between profound discussions of Advaita philosophy and passionate cricket debates, while my morning prayer routine – once an anchor in daily life – gradually loosened its hold. Even our 25th wedding anniversary passed with less ceremony than deserved, a reflection perhaps of how life’s currents can carry us away from our intended destinations.

The Digital Embrace

In an ironic twist, the void of productivity found its replacement in the glow of computer screens. The emergence of Generative AI captured my fascination – indeed, this very reflection benefits from Claude.ai’s assistance, a fact I acknowledge without shame. Yet the digital realm’s allure came at a cost: unfinished books remained unwritten, technical certifications unpursued, and goals transformed into distant mirages.

Looking Forward with Purpose

As I stand at this new threshold, spirituality beckons as a primary compass for the journey ahead. The prayer rises not just for health, but for liberation from past karmic debts that manifest through body and mind. Art, through drawing, promises to remain a sanctuary in an increasingly complex world. The unfinished books on my writing desk and the wealth of knowledge on my bookshelves stand as silent witnesses to renewed commitments.

Family life continues its own evolution. The prospect of children settling into their own lives brings both pride and adjustment, as our vision of empty-nesting transforms into something unexpected. Spontaneous trips may become our new normal, with hopes of reuniting with loved ones across the United States and India painting the year ahead with anticipation.

The Constants and Changes

My professional integrity and work ethic remain unchanging stars in this shifting sky – principles I hold dear and hope to pass forward as inspiration to others. Yet in life’s smaller moments, I acknowledge my blindness to the significance of subtle gestures. My wife’s modest expectations and my parents’ desire for more frequent calls represent the simple gifts I often fail to give.

A Prayer for the Future

We plan, and divinity smiles at our presumption. Yet in this cosmic dance between human will and divine design, I seek only peace. May the supreme power guide me from darkness to light, from negative to positive, from the unworthy to the meaningful.

As we step into this new year, I extend my wishes to all citizens of our shared world. May this renewal bring fresh hope, dreams, and energy to each soul. May we all find the strength to play our parts with unwavering honesty and grace.

Here’s to new beginnings – for myself and for you all.

Happy New Year.

Written with assistance from Claude.ai, embracing the fusion of human reflection and technological refinement.